You aren't gonna punch a baby, are you? Give yourself more credit'n that. [sfdffgh that is an overreaction]

Look. Since when haven't you risen to the occasion before? This might be kinda different but I haven't seen you fail yet. And c'mon, tons of people raise kids all the time. I don't see how you can't do it too. And you aren't alone, so it isn't like you'll totally be in the dark to begin with. Right?