It is, but I try to keep a normal sleep schedule. Besides, I share a room with Barett and make sure he can reach his inhaler in the middle of the night.
It's a little device that Barett uses when he can't breathe. It doesn't always work, but for the most part it keeps his lungs from aching or itching so that he won't cough and make it worse.
I dunno who Wally is, but it's kind of like a respirator, just handheld and smaller. And I think inhalers actually have medicine and respirators don't...? Or they have oxygen or something like that.
But yeah. Barett's supposed to be getting some kind of surgery since he and I saved up for it, but it's really risky. We're not telling dad about it yet, since we don't know if we're even going to do it.
If you've never been to one, how can you say you don't trust them? The doctors are working really hard for Barett, and they really do work really hard to make people healthy... dad trusts Nurse Joys so easily but he really doesn't even like taking us.
But you trust people to take care of your Pokémon, and not yourself...? And besides, even if doctors can't fix everything, they can fix as much as they can and make things less painful. They're not perfect, but... that's what they decided to do. They decided to pick a job where they see the saddest and most horrible things all the time, just so that they can try their best to help.
Life is hard, and the world isn't fair. But that makes it important to take what good things you get, and run with them as far as you can.
I wouldn't have become champion if I was like dad, really...
[She fiddles with her glass, slowly rolling it in circles on the table.]
If I let everything weigh down on me that's bad, I'd be stuck. I'd be too concerned with my brother's health, and I'd give up everything I have to just take care of him. I'd be counting the days until he dies. I'd start worrying every single day, what I would do if dad disappeared, just like how you appeared.
I can't let it stop me. And I have to go above and beyond, for dad, for Barett... and for you, too. Anyone that doesn't take what good is set in front of them and enjoy every little bit of it.
Really sad. I think it's really hard for him, after losing mom and then after that, having problems with Barett... and then there was that one time where we were almost kidnapped, and when we almost didn't make it home from our journey.
It's been really hard on him and I know he worries a lot. The best I can do is to make him happy as much as I possibly can.
But I don't feel bad, doing it. It doesn't feel fake at all. I actually am really happy most of the time, and when I put my faith in people, I'm rarely disappointed.
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[...] What time is it?
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[She checks her C-Gear!]
It's almost eight.
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what's a sleep schedule
are we still speaking the same language]
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And he really doesn't trust doctors.
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I'm from the past. Maybe things are different now. I'd still never go anywhere near one.
Pokémon are different from people. You can always trust a Pokémon, but you can't always trust a person.
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I wouldn't have become champion if I was like dad, really...
[She fiddles with her glass, slowly rolling it in circles on the table.]
If I let everything weigh down on me that's bad, I'd be stuck. I'd be too concerned with my brother's health, and I'd give up everything I have to just take care of him. I'd be counting the days until he dies. I'd start worrying every single day, what I would do if dad disappeared, just like how you appeared.
I can't let it stop me. And I have to go above and beyond, for dad, for Barett... and for you, too. Anyone that doesn't take what good is set in front of them and enjoy every little bit of it.
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What's your dad like?
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It's been really hard on him and I know he worries a lot. The best I can do is to make him happy as much as I possibly can.
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...Jeez.] You guys just can't catch a break.
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But I don't feel bad, doing it. It doesn't feel fake at all. I actually am really happy most of the time, and when I put my faith in people, I'm rarely disappointed.
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...And, well, when they're gone, maybe this one girl...
[Fidget fidget...]
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Your rival? Your best friend? [Because those are good buddies to rely on options]
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