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[Something that is not thinking about how much he fucked that up (the fact that Sneasel quickly paps him on the cheek before heading off to follow Gold doesn't really help but okay Sneasel)

Walking, eating unhealthily large amounts of ice cream- okay no no ice cream, really wishing that he didn't give up that cloak because it's getting darker outside which means it's getting colder outside-

okay you know what everybody that isn't obscenely huge(sorry Feraligatr, sorry Rhydon) out he needs more company than just

he fucked up really really badly didn't he]

[well

pinbro will sit on silver's shoulder and be his ever faithful shounen driver

so. that went down. man whatchu thinkin when you talkin like that huh--

no no dusty wants to be of help pinbro can go sit on kingdra's head ty please speak later when trainer is not freaking out

it's not that bad... i mean, it could've been worse! when big bro got mad he'd always lash out, even at his family...]

[...You're not that big and heavy right Dusty

yeah fuck it he's carrying her in his arms like she's still a tiny little Duskull who cares]

[silver no that's

okay you can do that but she would still like to talk about this okay--

dusty please you ain't got the heart for this - unlike pinbro mmhmm - let him handle this shit aight scuse me momma kingdra hoppin off your snout onto silver's head

kid

kid

you hearin what i'm sayin???? that ain't cool treatin him like that you know that he ain't been nothin but good to you today and then you go on and act like that who spit in your cereal huh where'd it start]

Don't look at me like that, okay?

[Nope, putting Dusty down, setting Pinbro on Kingdra's head, and he's just gonna walk on his own and-] I know I messed up. Big time. If you want to rub it in so much then just go be part of Gold's fanclub instead. You're technically his anyway and I'm sure he'd do a much better job of taking care of you.

[ha

ha ha

ha ha!!!

no

dusty is big bro's and big bro is staying with silver like eternally or w/e so she's not leaving and pinbro has known silver faaar far longer than he's known gold and one is his bro and one is his BRO okay silver is the latter and silver needs him more than gold does so nyeh

aka they are not leaving him dusty'll just walk beside him and try to hold his hand and pinbro will clip clip his claws angrily at silver's silly notion]

[...Okay. He takes Dusty's hand and holds on way tighter than he should.]

Sorry. I'm not thinking. I... I love you guys, okay? [He doesn't need to lash out at his Pokémon and make this even worse and-

Stupid, he's so stupid, and everything he's saying and thinking and doing is stupid and childish and wrong and he should know better.]

[it's okay, dusty can't really feel anything

no she can that kind of hurts but she'll squeeze back

if he can't tell his pokemon what's up in his mind and caused him to act so childishly there's no way he'd be able to explain to gold if gold wanted an explanation

was it just because gold was treating him like a kid or

does it bother silver that he doesn't know "all that he should" according to gold]

[It's okay, he won't squeeze so tight

still squeezing though

does he really have to talk about this, he really doesn't want to talk about this-]

You guys heard what he said, didn't you? There's all kinds of stuff that I should just know about doing the deed that I don't, so I'm upsetting him. I'm not good enough. I'm just a kid.

He's right about that, too. I acted just like a kid. I should know what he's talking about. It shouldn't make me so uncomfortable to think about it.

[Yes Silver you should just automatically understand everything that comes out of Gold's mouth

Kingdra huffily blows out a few bubbles at the notion he is also a dumb kid you are both dumb kids slow down and smell the Roselias

honestly, kids these days]

[says the one who hunkered down and got busy with the jerk's polibro

(ty for your sarcastic comments boobro)

pinbro has been around the block a few times you know but he still don't understand a word gold says so it ain't like silver the only one

dusty has to agree though this may be because big bro never brought it up--

and for good reason okay dusty wasn't ever going to be a breeder on his watch so it wasn't important for her to know]

[...Yeah you're not allowed to breed, Dusty

sorry]

Big bro, you seem to understand most of what he says. Just how stupid am I?

[he is gonna put it in the nicest way possible

and mark silver's height of knowledge to about the size of a eleven year old

(that is generous)

but considering he mostly stayed inside and played video games and watched kid shows it's really no surprise to boobro okay maybe he should go to a library and pick up a book on the stuff he should know (/sass)]

...And if I don't want to, that makes me less of a person.

[all of his arms are crossed

no

no it doesn't

it makes him more prone to being teased and probably annoying gold somewhat but it does not make him in any way less of a person

anyone who says so can be put to sleep]

Then how come he made it into such a big deal?

[you two have been together how long and you still don't "know things you should" written edited published by gold?

it's probably been grating on him for a while]

[...He's not getting it

again

so he's just going to nod and pretend he does and drop it]

[it's easy to tell when someone doesn't get it and just nods to stop the convo

silver

silver!!

boobro is taking his pad and pencil from inside his coffin right now okay this is like a goddamn flow chart

Gold is frustrated that you don't know things he thinks you should know, which makes his life harder because he wants to be able to say things and have you understand them instead of the opposite.

He probably has never brought this up before because it's pretty trivial and something small to blow up on.

It's really stupid.

You both are being stupid. Brats.

Also he's at fault too for trying to make you go faster than you want to.]

[Okay okay are we doing flow charts give me that

Gold is upset because of this --> Sex still makes me uncomfortable --> Because it makes me uncomfortable I don't want to do or learn anything about it --> Not doing anything about it won't make me any less of a baby and won't make Gold any less upset --> Gold is upset because of this]

Edited 2013-08-03 06:09 (UTC)

[give that back you little punk

You have not told him sex makes you uncomfortable.]

I did too! I said it! I said he was making me uncomfortable and then he said it's something normal and I should just get used to it, big bro!

[He is doing childish arm motions along with this

he is so done with any attempts at seeming composed just fuck it]

[shh shhh dusty will pat him calm silver calm--

No, you said that being turned on was "weird" still. You were a little uncomfortable but not violated and that you were more bothered by the fact he was treating you like a kid. You started to act like one in response when he asked if you'd like to go to the park with him and he was actually kind of smart in walking away even if it caused this whole thing because it means he didn't want to fight and he's actually taking some of your feelings into consideration.

Congratulations, the fruits of your labor.

I'm not as a whole fond of Gold, Silver, but I have to say he's not entirely at fault for this.

kind of at fault but not totally and that makes boobro kind of mad]

I know, okay? I know. It was my fault. It was my fault and I'm a dumb kid and-

[Nope he's just gonna look away and walk a little faster]

just go away. Leave me alone.

[he's writing one more thing

and then slinging it at silver's head

eat that--

Are you not going to fight?]

[Ow

but he'll just let it hit the floor and won't even turn around to look at it

he doesn't care

whatever it is he doesn't care he just wants a hug and a pat on the head and-]

I'm just a stupid little kid that wants to be coddled, so nothing I say or think matters. No one's gonna listen to me or care or even like me unless I'm mature and know exactly what I'm doing.

[Oh there was a nerve involved here

yes that's the little missing piece of information]

Edited 2013-08-03 06:36 (UTC)